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Monday, October 29, 2007

after a week of sadness. i learnt to accept things in life. sian. i cant change the fact that im going in earlier than expected. so instead, optimisticly, i should be "looking forward to it" and maybe with that kind of mindset, i wont feel that im in hell. the weather has been rainy recently, and i'm loving it. just sitting in my room observing the rainy skies is enough to make me yawn and fall asleep.

Last Wednesday.

went to have a haircut. a final one for the year. usually i have to pay for myself, but this time, my mom offered to pay for it. cut at the usual same place in Funan Mall again, but this time, the hairdresser that i wanted wasnt working that day -____- so i got another senior stylist instead. with each snip, my heart beats faster because i felt that she's screwing my hair up. and yes, she did. i didnt wanna thin my hair SO MUCH. and now it's like as thin as paper. and short. completely no volume. i dont care anymore la. at least it's still some hair left. i have to cherish it for the next remaining weeks before it completely gets shaven off.

FRIDAY.

chalet at DownTown East. i was looking forward to a smashing fun time for halloween. reached there about 245pm and had lunch at Macdonalds. the food was terrible. i didnt finish it. himura and his friend came later and soon we were inside the chalet. just the four of us. the rest are coming later. lets see. so, we have 4 single beds, all smashed in a super tiny room.

surprisingly, after i scanned the area using my laptop, there was a free wireless connection hahah. but the speed is a joke. cant blame anyway since it's free. i cant even sign in MSN for some odd reason. only can surf websites, but unable to download stuff wtf. connection keeps cutting off when loading files that are too big.

*skips boring parts*

7pm.

most of the others have arrived. and the event at Escape is about to begin. so i slipped on my costume. and walked to the entrance. roped in a few more sgcafe people and we went in.

OK, the escape staff there are wearing almost the same thing. except their robes are different. so if i get lost, my friends will have to go through hell to find me hahahah. and so, the only way they wanted to identify me was, a green lightstick in my hand.

first "ride" we took was some haunted house. and im wearing two masks on, and a black hooded robe over my long sleeve shirt and black jeans. yeh so im really black that day, and it's fucking STUFFY inside the mask i swear. and my vision was super dark.

ok about the haunted house, we were supposed to walk through and they would be ghosts around, and it isnt even scary at all -_-

later, there was this best dress competition and they persuaded me to join for wtf. so many others look like me. but anyways, i won 3rd prize i think hahaha. by just walking around the stage for 20 seconds -_-

slacked at Burger King after the compy, to cool down my body and check out my prize in the bag. wtf, they gave me a powerpuff girl softoy and a magazine. like this call prize????

took a new spaceship ride later, with my costume on lol. that ride seriously damn boring. just turn here turn there then land liao -_-

1030pm

i was bored already. some of the rest went to enjoy the go-kart. i know i wouldnt be able to ride it with my costume on because i can barely see when driving then later accident i die. so our group separated and i went back with the guys to the chalet. on my way back, there was this big group of girls stopped me for a pic together with them. oh ya, they're not the first, before that at the park, many others took pictures me loL!

11pm

the rest who didnt go out in the chalet were playing ps2. i finally removed my costume and heaved a sigh of relief. wearing that costume is a torture!! if only got proper ventilation inside, wouldnt be so hot.

then suddenly we had an urge for a horror tour to the dreaded Red House nearby. rumoured to be haunted by 7 different spirits. OooOo im so up for it!!!! and so, they said it was best we go in even numbers, but we have 5 people in the group! so heck, we just walked there. our "leader" screwed up the way twice before we finally reached the Red House.

the gates were padlocked, and the two lion statues outside looked creepy. we stood directly outside, staring inside. at first i saw NOTHING after the gate, after focussing for a while, finally the image of a foggy red house appeared. creepy huh? took a couple of pictures around the gate to see whether we could spot any orbs. but they werent any. after about 15 minutes we decided to go back as there seems no way to go in. actually there is, but i doubt they wanna go in!!

in our group, we have two people who have the ability to see spirits sometimes. while walking back, we were chatting happily, then after a while there was dead silence. then "leader" suddenly asked us to walk faster. duno why the hell. so we walked super fast back to the chalet. then he told us there was a spirit following us behind, but it stopped once we went into downtown east. heng.

upon reaching home. FINALLY i decided to shower. the rest already did so at 11, hahahah. the rest werent in the sleeping mood so i suggested to watch The Ring on my laptop. i probably watched it about 1940859 times already so i wasnt even scared.

630am.

a couple of guys who didnt sleep throughout the night decided to leave. and after they do, was the only time i finally laid my head back on the bed. and shut my eyes.

945am

felt some idiot hitting me with a pillow and woke up immediately. fuck, need to book out liao. that was fast -_- overall i shall rate the chalet experience 6/10 because it wasnt really fun without any alcoholic drinks and activities to do. most of the fun came from our laptops. i wondered, if we didnt bring the laptops out, how much boring-er can this chalet get -_-

SUNDAY.

outing from sgcafe to commemorate L's birthday! it's quite weird though. thinking that we're actually celebrating the birthday of a MANGA character.

1130am.

had Sakae Sushi buffet. i was the first the get full. nothing special.

2pm.

the whole lot of us got down to play at the arcade. within 15 minutes. i got really bored already. so i just sat down and stared into oblivion.

430pm.

yay i can fucking leave this arcade already!!! only me and Elle went to Ben&Jerry's first, the rest to join us later after their "last" game.

5 something.

they finally came. we actually sat at the table at Ben&Jerry's for that long.

ordered a 9 scoop icrecream from $32!!!!!!! but it tastes fucking good. no one can find fault with the quality of Ben&Jerry's icecream.



7pm.

our group kinda got separated again. and we left to have dinner over at Mind's Cafe. a little odd to have dinner there without actually playing their games. it's like going to a super high class hotel, with the staff there welcoming you, thinking you'll dine in their super expensive restaurants, but you're just there to use the toilet.

the food there is decently priced. food quality slightly above average.

9pm.

Pool till 10pm.

1030pm.

everyone's on their way home.

NOW.

sudden influx in the number of songs i wanna play on piano. just spoilt for choice, and i only can learn one song at a time. but at the moment now, i feel a little sleepy. wonder should i play the piano now, or shower and sleep.

approximately 7 weeks left.

before doomsday.

my heartbeat changing. this isnt me now, this wasnt me.

Purple Rose;
3:27 AM