So easy,

Saturday, May 03, 2008

hi. have disappeared into the ABYSS for almost 3 weeks? or even more? i dont know la, dont bother to count the days, just know that i havent been updating for a nong nong time.

Unit life in NS is relaxed and slack, but life in there isnt really that rosy. reason? because i think im a victim of 'subtle' bullying by the lao jiaos there. my unit at SAF ferry terminal is divided into 3 teams. there's this particular team which i hated, they're basically a rowdy, uneducated group of malays (not being racist here) well most of them are malay. i feel they have something against me since the day i stepped into the bunks and the RP area.

from the way they diss me everyday when i see them for support duty, but i just kept my cool and remained calm and ignore. not until what happened like 2 days ago? i woke up around 6am to dismount from duty, i walked out of the bunk and guess what i saw. my locker, with some sweet drink, possibly bandung, spilled all over my locker. what the fuck man, those jerks really have nothing better to do. i opened up my locker, and some of my clothes inside got dirtied too. well, i have nothing to lose, so i just wiped off the stains and mopped the floor around my locker dry.

theyre just a bunch of uneducated motor riding individuals anyway.

someday they'll get the boomerang effect. if you get what i mean. unintellectual people like toeru wont understand this sentence ; D

yesterday, friday, there was a rather last minute movie outing.

actually i was hoping for an outing as i didnt wanna stay home especially on an OFF day. and my pleads have been answered. yay.

and so, i left home around 12 to go for piano class first. piano teacher's persuading me to get a new piano for around 4k, but i have no money. and it's only up to my mom to decide anyway not me, but i like that german piano that she recommended. it sounded good. the keys felt nice too. oh well.

230pm

i knocked off class, and this was the time that i got extremely desperate for company. like, i NEED SOMEONE BESIDE ME RIGHT NOW. it's weird, but im getting tired of being alone, because im always alone most of the time when i go out to kill time or do solo shopping. i really need company to talk to la.

went to eat lunch over at mcdonalds. brought my laptop out, but it didnt help much either, the boredom was getting on me, and no matter how slowly i ate my lunch, time was ticking reallllly slowly. my next timing to meet was 530pm ? and currently my watch is stuck at 245?

430pm

set off for kinokuniya. oh, havent said this but, im having a thing for manga nowadays. reading online isnt fun, i like it when it's a book in my hands. it really kills time fast when im out during long MRT or bus trips.and for now, im searching for more and more new supernatural/horror themed manga as im sick of the typical cliched boy-meets-girl highschool themed manga. i need to read something different.

but manga at kino isnt that cheap either. i've bought new manga almost every week. it's addictive lol. burns $20 off my weekly allowance. i wont mention how much cash that i've been burning every week liao. i know that im not saving at all lol.

bought a new manga entitled KIELI. google it for more info. it was out in japan in 2006, but only came to US this year wtf. the US really lags behind alot on japanese manga and anime.

530pm

met up with cero and oreo came about 15 seconds after i did. lol. that was fast. ate dinner at the hotdog place in the basement. ate the same meal as last time. triple cheese hotdog, but i chose BEEF instead. BEEF ROCKS.

it was nice. had a root beer to go along. the rest soon came about 1/2 an hour after we're into our meal. as soon as we're set to get tickets. something stupid happened la. seriously i almost felt like crying la. it was damn embarrassing since it was in the open, and there were eyes around. if it happened just among us in a private space, i wouldnt feel as bad. but this got a little far.. i know i have girly pettiness la. thats just the way i am. i dislike physical contact too 0_0

and great, just after i recovered a little from earlier's incident, the tickets were sold out for 630 and 7pm timings respectively. we went to play pool instead. it was the best time for me to cool down and find myself again. had a few good games. it was overall fun : D

decided to treat them to ben&jerry's after pool. kinda as some sort of apology to walking off earlier and hiding in the toilet : X

who doesnt ben&jerry's anyway. everyone dug in. i chose almost every flavour except for CHERRY GARCIA, possibly the worst flavor there. i hate the taste of artificial cherry. but dont get me wrong, i love cherries. ironically. but only REAL cherries. those taste like heaven.

and so, after a last minute impromptu decision we still watched IRON MAN that night. my take on the movie is, after hearing the comments of others' of the movie, i found the movie OVERRATED. it's not living to its hype la. action scenes were quite little. but impressive CG still. and after the 2 hour mark in the show, i got sleepy, almost dozed off. took NR6 home.

wait no, took 6N, which is a short cut bus home. but my mistake, it didnt pass by serangoon central, so i had to alight with cero and pei-ed him to wait for NR6 in the opposite direction. that bustop was creepy as hell. lights were dim. but thats not the shitty part. it had vast vegetation around, and while talking to cero, he noticed something on my shoulder, which was oblivious to me la, not until that "thing" went to my arm and thats when i felt it physically.

IT'S A FREAKING HUGE SPIDER!!!!!!!!

i screamed like a zha bor and smacked that thing away and we siam-ed from sitting down there. i dont want to become spiderman!

and not to mention it was 130am, and there were many weird numbered buses passing by. EB16, 17, WT 1. wtf man. must be from another dimension.

230am, i was back home.

ahh. shagged as hell. my wig seriously needs washing.

and NOW. im contemplating sleep. though i've slept like more than 10 hours today already? gah, im extremely lazy la. 3 hours left.

sensitive to the touch, complicated.

自分が好きじゃないの？

Purple Rose;
9:38 AM